振作.

 

今天别人上课我读书 :D
老师们别伤心.

堕落人生请结束.
辉煌的开始就是堕落的结束:)
我真的很想知道.

我要读书了!

如果再不读书

我无法想象接下来的日子应该怎么过 :(

我的成绩单也会出现刺眼的数字.

可是我不会勉强你,

请不要引诱我了

我是不会被你影响的! 

x)

如果你并不想告诉我.

hold my hand.

she hates me at once.
i did not know what had happened.
as usual, i talked to her.
i did not find out she hates me.

she told me.

but she never tell about the reason.

i am wondering what makes her become this.

i dont mean to blame anyone.

maybe it's really my fault.

i done it.

its my fault.

am i correct? 

indeed.

_________________________________

you will never knows,

because you are not the person who feel this.

it's hurt.

:(

i hate that feel, being lonely.

i hate the person, destroy my friendship.

i hate you, because you hurt me deeply.

i am starting to hate everything in my life.

it's quiet sad, if you get this feel =O

the reason.

I'm not a perfect person,
There's many things I wish I didn't do,
But I continue learning,
I never meant to do those things to you,
And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know.

I've found a reason for me,
To change who I used to be,
A reason to start over new,
And the reason is you.

I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with every day,
And all the pain I put you through,
I wish that I could take it all away,
And be the one who catches all your tears,
That's why I need you to hear.

I've found a reason to show,
A side of me you didn't know,
A reason for all that I do,
And the reason is you .

it's similar :$

原来.

是成熟的时候了.

在过去的三年里,

要求别人纵容,

要求别人顺从.

原来并没有真正的理解别人的感受.

或许哪天他们都渐渐离去.

在那瞬间,

开始慌了.

开始明白别人的厌恶.

DInNeR :D

toilet boleh! :D

 

bilik kakak boleh! :D

exam exam exam. study study study.

that's ma life :(

sometimes really bored of these things, 

but i can only do these D:

你说我不给予尊重,

我只想给予私人空间.

你说我没礼貌,

我只是不想打扰.

在你眼里根本就没有我,

因为我不能为你争光.

对不起,我的错.

=(

you make me simle; you make me cry.

you make me smile like the sun,

 fall out the bed,

sing like a bird, dizzy in my head;

- just thought of you can drive me wild.

you will never know how the feel was :(

bom bom pow :D

VS

OMG! a week passed.

what had i done? 

play,sleep,watch tv.

thats all D:

 i dont even touch my hmwk leaaa =(

sorry teachers, i make both of you disappointed again and again ><

BUT,

at least i finished half of my nerd job :)

happy cny to all my friends,

happy rabbit year to all my friends.

smile always will make a better day :)

无奈.

是否,

漂亮的人

就得到更多的关心

就得到更多的安慰

就得到更多的注意

就得到更多的喜欢

就得到更多的朋友

就得到更多的疼爱

就得到更多的祝贺

就得到更多的鼓励

反之,

丑陋的人

就得不到关心

就得不到安慰

就得不到关注

就得不到喜欢

就得不到朋友

就得不到疼爱

就得不到祝贺

就得不到鼓励

再说,

普通的人

就得到敷衍的关心

就得到敷衍的安慰

就得到敷衍的关注

就得到敷衍的喜欢

就得到敷衍的朋友

就得到敷衍的疼爱

 就得到敷衍的祝贺

就得到敷衍的鼓励

若漂亮的人受挫折

若丑陋的人受挫折

若普通的人受挫折

三者得到的待遇都不同.

在这社会人们都不会做对自己没有利益的事情.

就如帮助人也一样, 人们都会选择帮助漂亮的人.

所以,

漂亮的人往往都有优先权.

如今,

我也不再指望朋友的安慰和鼓励.

越是指望,伤得越深.

我也不再高估自己.

我告诉过自己要学会独立.

虽然我嫉妒,

但我不能怪自己的样子.

只怪社会的现实.