insane.

* yam xiu please =')

from the standardized test i found that my physics is actually poor.

i don't even pass it. desperate again and again. 

i doesn't mean to blame any teacher, i felt sorry for mr. chang kun shui. - -

i think i cant escape from the fate of TOP 10 that set by mr chang. 

although, i hate to be punished yet, i failed to jump out from TOP 10. =(

i hate myself being careless always. i hate myself being stupid always.

i hate myself being foolish always. i hate myself being lazy always.

in this standardized test i didnt think about to give up any subject.

yet, i failed some of them.

it's hurt! being careless is just a excuse for myself.

being foolish is just a crazy way for telling myself not to be desperate.

i feel stressful sometimes, i complaint myself for many many times.

sometimes, i really think to escape from my school life just not to face those exam and my sucks result.

i failed in my first test, the feel is horrible. 

i dunwan to be the last in my class.

keep telling myself not to be careless again and again. 

hope i will be fine soon.